I will talk about anything, post anything, quotes, my influences etc. I'm 24, got Generalized Anxiety and Depression/Social Phobia... I will sometimes talk about life experiences and whats ahead in my life. But i guarantee you, Im an overachieving underachiever. Simply said, im the underdog that usually wins. I am interested in the arts, performance art but I love all kinds of art, especially modern, animated but I have always loved Dali's work.Some of my favorite artists and musicians are: Pete Wentz, Fall Out Boy, Lady Gaga, Blondie, The Veronica's, Ashlee Simpson, Christina Aguilera, Cobra Starship, DRUGS, Black Cards, Four Year Strong, John Mayer, Kings of Leon, No Doubt, Die Mannequin, Paramore, Say Anything, The Cure, Guns N' Roses, Poison, Def Leppard, The Scorpions... - the list goes on. In terms of education, I believe intellect is the key to a successful life, not only with monetary issues but also with understanding different philosophies of life. Speaking of philosophy, I have a huge interest in political philosophy and philosophy in general. I have a huge passion for fashion, I absolutely love clothes and love designing or making my own outfits. Im a dork deep down, but a cool one haha. I love Tim Burtons work and Nightmare Before Christmas. I enjoy many pleasures in life, I think its very important to let the right people in. I love sex. Yes i said it and dont judge me for it cause you know that you love it too and indulge in it. So i am a girl, or i should say a young woman that is very unconventional and I do not follow what society expects of me unless its for my own good, but i do what i want, and if i want to bend the rules, I will. I love Rock. Empowerment, self fulfillment and loving yourself can lead you to higher spiritualism and give you energy to live. Just love yourself. Im also a Little Monster. I believe that There is a lot to me. You just wait and see. xoxo
Second Date
So, tonight is the second date with R. Throughout the week, I had a little anticipatory anxiety and I still am nervous but its seems to be regular nervousness. Im excited. R is picking me up and we are going to an Italian restaurant in a cute town called Burlington, then we are going to walk the Harbourfront. Afterwards, he wants to drive up some hills/mountains to check out the view of the city from up top. I gotta give it to him, R is really trying to impress me. Even though I feel no physical attraction to him, I am attracted to his personality. He seems so easy going, free spirited, and I feel like I have known him longer than I actually have. Its comforting.
I can’t tell what will happen between me and R but Im excited for the date tonight.
Plus, its a beautiful hot summer day so I finally get to wear my floral print dress!
Wish me luck guys!
Oh and on the last date he said “I like your quirks and the odd little nervous ticks you have, its what makes you really you, I like them”
It was a relief that he likes my awkwardness and nervousness.
Date
Im so nervous for my date. I am leaving now. Debating if my outfit is too slutty/revealing. haha.
But, Im gotta do this. Gotta get past the social anxiety.
Just Scored a Date
Just scored a date with a lovely 25 year old young man by the name of Daniel.
Listens to Nirvana and Puscifer
In school
and yeah,
The date is on the 24th at 6:00pm at Sneaky Dee’s
Disaster Date
The date I just came home from… it could have been an episode from that show called “Disaster Date.”
Oh My God!
Drama!
the waitress saw what happened and ordered me a free shot haha.
Date
Im getting set up on a date with a guy named Pete (internal giggle).
He’s 29
He’s well educated and well rounded individual.
He’s taller than me but not too tall (I don’t like tall guys)
He works for a Financial company
He knows 3 languages: English, French, Polish
He’s Polish
Born In Canada
Ski Instructor
Down to Earth.
That is all I know about him.
Oh, and he has my number… so when he calls, it will be interesting. We are to set up a date.
I haven’t been on a date in a while…
