Sad
So fucking gutted! My best friend is leaving town tomorrow and who knows when I will see her next. It totally fucking blows. Whenever her and I hang out, we have a blast, we can be dong absolutely nothing and still have a great time just chilling.
She was in town for 2 weeks, which to be quite honest, it’s just not enough time but I am so appreciative to have been able to spend 4 evenings with her out of those 2 weeks.
I love her!!! She’s an amazing person and friend. I really hope to see her sooner rather than later.
I need you so much right now. Im hurting and feel like I got shot down. I know Ill get back up but right now, I wish you were here to tell me “its okay, its okay to cry” and then you’d hold me and let me cry all over your t-shirt and then my make up would stain it and you would say “thats alright, its your tears. I love you.”
Currently feeling lonely, kinda sad, shitty. ugh!
I confess, Sometimes, i stay up until 4 am, when its 10 am where you are in hopes that you come online so we can chat directly because I miss talking to you.
im so lame but its true. I do sometimes stay up late for that reason but you usually come on much later and i get tired so i pass out.